please ripen the dandelion clock

I can't push myself anymore if your gonna make me dizzy now come on lets work together.

let's have a bizarre sleeping pattern shall we?

today I have taken on job number 5. I have until Wednesday to complete my research for a game on a topic I'm not allowed to speak about. Just know... it looks fucking great and it could be some awesome :D!!! SO HAPPY xD bahahahahaaaaaaaa ha hahaaa.. haaaa.... ughhhh. This is gonna kill me....

struggling to get everything done. Hopefully I can get this flash crap out of the way and focus on the sound art stuff soon. I've got a meeting for a prospective job of designing a game friday - more work!! Although I'm quite happy, I've been to work today and had a few hours cracking on with guitar exam stuff.

At the back of my mind I wish someone would pay for me to just explore my own mind and be productive creating all these ideas that I have (I'll put them up one day when I've made them/stop being afraid of people thieving them) but then again to be truly creative you have to be diverse otherwise it seems you become single minded.

The week ahead:

Today: Coffee shop, revise guitar exam, clean house and ESIM flash design.
Tomorrow: travel to Maesteg to CAB, see parents and head back (no time to see friends :( )
Thursday: Games design company, jazz band
Friday: Game design meeting with coffee people, work coffee shop possibly go out in the night
Saturday: Coffee shop, then guitar lesson, possibly see friends in Maesteg if I can afford it and record sound art video with Ben if I can finish it :S
Sunday: Evees friends wedding
Next week: hopefully have ESIM out of the way and maybe the video, everything else:repeat

I hate routine!! Let me be more creative!!

bliss

Metamorphosis (Chrysallis of Pain)

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1624.65

dexterous,
gingerly with the slow.
like a butterfly,
ever so slightly,
I taste my soul.
sheds the skin
so beautiful.
without conviction.
diluted bright eyed,
born love and luminescence without natures lies.
arch a smile.
with a glass deeper than time
grow - be mine...

-1874.65 + 140.8 = -1733.85
-1874.65 + 281 = -1593.65

#548395
#154961


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the fading red,
trophies slaves to time.
where they linger.
where you will never find.


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hahahaha!!



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